May 2013
[[MORE]]I don’t know what it is about me nowadays but I feel like I’m going to explode. The smallest things set me off and I’m so fucking moody. I don’t know what to do, I’d like to stop it if I could. There are just too many things in my head that stop me from being…me.
[[MORE]]I still look at our pictures and think about how happy we were together. But then when I see what you said to me and then see your pictures with her, the more I realize how everything was a lie. I fell for it all.
[[MORE]]I laugh at my selfishness. I go mauauding around and looking down at people that only care about themselves. I should definitely learn how to practice what I preach. Here I am, complaining almost every second of my day despite all of the blessings I have. My feelings don’t matter. The people I love and care about are going through much more while I’m sitting here not knowing...
How to Never Grow Up- Ryan O’Connell
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“Treat love like it’s chewing gum. Spit it out, twirl it around your finger and stick it under the table. There’ll be more where that came from, I’m sure. I will never run out of love. It will always be there for me, ready for consumption, when I’m ready for it.”
“You are okay? You aren’t okay? The answer almost doesn’t even...
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[[MORE]]Whenever I tell myself I’m over it, you always pop up somehow and everything comes rushing back. You said you didn’t want to be just another guy to me, but congratulations on accomplishing exactly that. The sad thing is that I was actually thinking there was someone there for me and liked me for me. It’s incredible how these past two months completely disappeared from...
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Nothing haunts us like the things we don’t say.
– -Mitch Albom (via diluvie)
April 2013
[[MORE]]Things to look forward/dread by the end of the school year:
Eliminate Week
AP Exams
Member Recruitment
Dance Show
Installation Banquet (can’t wait to induct my babies into office)
16th Birthday
Finals
My grades are at an all time low (two B’s) but for some reason I feel as if my life is where it needs to be. I am where I should be, and with hard work I will be where I...
[[MORE]]If there’s one thing I’ve learned in 2013, it’s the value of money. Getting my own job and sacrificing time, sleep, and a social life is a huge step as a teenager. It’s nice though—not really having to ask my parents for money.
So to the lowlife who stole all my money today: I hope that someday, you will learn the true value of money. Maybe in the future,...
[[MORE]]I found someone that makes me happy, but in the same process I’m making others unhappy. What now.